Train

You are gone,
will never come back.
No matter how ard
I wish or pray.
It's over.

I am here,
at this trainstation.
Have to choose
what train I'll enter.
Where should I go?

Both trains
got pro's and cons.
Still can't pick.
Too late, they're leaving.
And I'm stuck here.

Stuck between life and death,
Them and you.
Guess I'm bound
to stay forever.
No more of them, nor you.
Just me,
alone forever.

Like a clock

The clock
is ticking
tick, tack, tick, tack...
I'm looking at it
how the hands slide
towards the next hour.
Still no change.

The door underneath opens
my eyes stare at it
hoping it's him.
But it's just her.

My eyes slide back to the clock
The hourhand is still moving.
And it won't stop
untill the battery goes dead.
Just like my heart
stops beating
untill he will come
to change the batteries.

Distant love

Time goes by
so quickly
and there's nothing
I can do

Time goes by
so quickly
when all I want
is to be with you

The distance
is so big
it's tearing
me apart

The distance
is so big
I'll keep you forever
in my heart

Some friend

energy
money
passion
love
I gave
everything
but you just took it
leaving me
shattered
drained
empty
and alone

Wrong impression

Always thought
you were the one
who cared

Always thought
you were the one
who loved me most

Always felt
he was the one
who wasn't interested

Always felt
he was the one
who didn't listen

But today I found
it's the other way around
Why didn't I see this coming?
I'm not your daughter
so why would you want me here?
After all, it's not as if you care...

Mirror

Unpredictable,
the things you say
but yet, I hear.

Secrets,
in your head
but yet, I sense.

Hiding,
your feelings inside
but yet, I know.

Pain,
under your sleeves
but yet, I see.

But when I look into the mirror
I dont hear or sense,
nor do I know or see.
It's empty.
And you're the only one
who can show me
who I really am.

Your fault

You never knew
what was going on
inside my head

You never knew
what I thought
when laying in bed

I tried to tell you
what was going on
what my life was about

I tried to tell you
but you didn't care
you just walked out

Now you're blaming me
for the things you did
and for feeling hate

Now you're blaming me
for being a stranger
and for the mistakes you made!

Insanity

People kill eachother
and go insane.
Governments fraude
and act weird.

This world is going crazy.
But yet
we call it
normality...??

Home

Somewhere
far away
is where you are.
Waiting
for me
to come visit you.
I will
when time has come.
When te world is ready
to set me loose.
That´s when I´ll leave
and float towards you.
I´ll be coming home.
Please let me in.

Wake up

Is this a dream?
It must be.
What else could explain
your stunning appearance
sweet words
shy smile.
I must be dreaming.
How else could I explain
the way you treat me,
the things you say to me.
Only in dreams
am I loveable
worthwhile.

Then there's pain.
Someone touches me.
It's you.
The slap in my face
brings me back to reality.
Where I love you
and you can't love me.

Like a bird

As time passes
birds keep on flying
but she stands still
looking back
watching her life
as a movie.

The monsters coming
and leaving her behind
shattered and alone
damaged for life.
Nobody believes her;
"Monsters don't exist"
But she knows better.

She'll never forget.
And maybe one day
they'll believe her.
But it's too late.

Again she sees a bird
flying past her.
She takes off
and flies along
into the quiet night.