Paternal love

Why are you here
If you don't love me anyway
Why do you do this
If you can't ever be proud at me

Why do you say those things
That make me feel worthless
Why do you do those things
That make me feel wrong

Why do you keep on rubbing in
That she's better than me
Why do you show so obvious
That you love her more than me

Why can't you just be
Proud of me
For who I am and what I do
Why can't you just love me
The way it should be
As fathers are supposed to